Recovering

Finally finised my orthopaedics posting, it's not difficult but it's definately hard going through it.

-n-

i've been lazy, i've been demanding, i've been waiting, i've been hoping, i've been disappointing, but i think it's time to keep that thoughts in a box n hid it in somewhere like Timbuktu......

-n-

i dont knw y, i knew n i understood, yet still repeating the mistakes
i knew d answer yet i still wanted to ask the question,
when i wanted something so dear to me, d more i want to keep it, d more i felt loosing it.

best way is to never to think about it :)

i felt better now......