很想念有个朋友，
无论多忙，每天24个小时，都会在某个时候想到他，
少了他的影子，生活里真的都缺了一点，
毕竟这几年来，已成了我生活里的一部分。。。
每天期待，却害怕失望，
电话来了，却不知从哪里开始，太多的东西想讲，
最后还是选择了不讲，因为我会讲不完，也因为会有千万种理由他须盖电话。。。。。。
很好笑，我真的在意他忘了我的生日。。。
18/2/09 - 他可能很忙
19/2/09 - 他因该很忙
28/2/09 - 他可能忘了
10/3/09 - 他已经忘了
12/3/09 - 嗨，因该重复提醒我自己他很粗心大意;也证明他忘了我会很在意
有些东西不是有了女朋友可以代替的。。。。。。
电脑也很懂我心，playlist竟会shuffled 到-苏慧伦的[被动]
。。。。我可以很久不和你联络
。。。任日子一天天这麽过
。。让自己忙碌可以当作藉口
。逃避想念你的种种软弱
。。。。。我可以学会对你很冷漠。。。。。。。
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Surgical Posting
now in my second posting...surgical
already been informed by my kawan-kawan
O&G posting is like hell n surgical posting is a place worst then that...
firstly, Here we do TDS round (3 time rounds per day)
each one including houseman round, followed by Medical officer round, thn registrar thn surgeon...
basically 3 x 4 = 12 rounds...
The plans r always additive, never subtractive....
Secondly, It's infected with STAT virus (though i m a person who want things to be settle fast, yet.......)
FBC stat, BUSE stat, tract investigation stat, send booking slip stat, send gxm stat,
STAT...STAT...STAT....
(FOR UR INFORMATION, STAT means immediately without any delay, it's few ranking higher then ASAP, it's --> as fast don't care how - ASDCH)
3rdly,houseman r like Paramecium in the ecosystem......
we do d PPK work, we do d nurses work n also d houseman work......
Yet we only get housaman pay...
PPK work like snail, depend them in the fulminat STAT virus world, patient will die n follwed by us...
Nurses, minimally are competent... it's usually "bukan saya punya cubical", "tak tahulah","saya tak ambil","semalam shift punya orang","mereka tak pass over lah","ye ke?"
4th. we dont really manage patient, we carried out plans.....
dextrose stick high ---> KIV to start s/c insulin
BP high ---> KIV to start antihypertensive
Fever with creps on d right lung --> KIV to start antibiotic after blood C&S, KIV chest X-RAY
it's another bug---> KIV bacilli
but at least i get to learn chest tube insertion, long lines, I&D
Hopefully can do appendicectomy la....
Just started my posting, this is how i felt, it might change at d end of the day,
it's a very "careful" posting and yet
i still like surgery =>
already been informed by my kawan-kawan
O&G posting is like hell n surgical posting is a place worst then that...
firstly, Here we do TDS round (3 time rounds per day)
each one including houseman round, followed by Medical officer round, thn registrar thn surgeon...
basically 3 x 4 = 12 rounds...
The plans r always additive, never subtractive....
Secondly, It's infected with STAT virus (though i m a person who want things to be settle fast, yet.......)
FBC stat, BUSE stat, tract investigation stat, send booking slip stat, send gxm stat,
STAT...STAT...STAT....
(FOR UR INFORMATION, STAT means immediately without any delay, it's few ranking higher then ASAP, it's --> as fast don't care how - ASDCH)
3rdly,houseman r like Paramecium in the ecosystem......
we do d PPK work, we do d nurses work n also d houseman work......
Yet we only get housaman pay...
PPK work like snail, depend them in the fulminat STAT virus world, patient will die n follwed by us...
Nurses, minimally are competent... it's usually "bukan saya punya cubical", "tak tahulah","saya tak ambil","semalam shift punya orang","mereka tak pass over lah","ye ke?"
4th. we dont really manage patient, we carried out plans.....
dextrose stick high ---> KIV to start s/c insulin
BP high ---> KIV to start antihypertensive
Fever with creps on d right lung --> KIV to start antibiotic after blood C&S, KIV chest X-RAY
it's another bug---> KIV bacilli
but at least i get to learn chest tube insertion, long lines, I&D
Hopefully can do appendicectomy la....
Just started my posting, this is how i felt, it might change at d end of the day,
it's a very "careful" posting and yet
i still like surgery =>
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