Partially finished.....

I've settled my case write up,
I've settled my paeds-group clinical pathological conference,
I've nearly settled signaturing my log book

I m turning blue and more blue by every minutes,
ok start breathing, breathe.......

next week is exam week again........
End posting again......
Didnt pick back much of my Paeds during this 4 weeks' time
i jus remember i did oncalls, i presented cases and i slept alot, i really do mean - alot......

ok, beathe......

Dated 17 November 2007

it's so anticlimax, i never though it could be like this......
may be i did d wrong decision by making an empty slot for my busy saturday for something i think it could be fun
it supposed to be, it initially "is", but somehow it became "was" out of the blue.

disappointment is d worst penalty i can get for being best friends, n i kept getting tis lately,may be they thought i would understand, i would frankly, but i m human also,i m not tht immune towards feelings of disappoointment.

Hey man, may be a few phrases tht showed u care how was i doing lately may make my day better, - may be i m not being considerate n i m asking too much as a guy -
Hey gal, it's ur decision n i never influence tht, i wonder where was i in ur mind when u decided to went off, may be i was kept in d booklet of emergency call list like 999 or what so ever, no emergency thn.....


may be rotting im my room would be better, at least some fungus or mushrooms will grow and stay beside me......

i m loosing d ability to let things be bygones........

Finished nagging, over.

btw, last wednesday seems d best day ever in the month, although a plain dinner, it's not plain after all.

Sunday Morning

Everything reach a plateau sometime somehow,
even tiredness n depresssion,
i think mine had reached there,
they had make me weak, n now its time for me to turn it around, gambate!!!!!!

it's sunday morning,
had breakfast with my best friend,
it took less thn 1/2 hr,
busy busy busy
but at least life seems going smooth n ok for him,
i m glad to know tht

两年来的第一张正版CD - Tanya 的新 album

终于买了蔡健雅的新专辑《goodbye&hello》
过关了，过关了，声音好美，歌词写得很好，编曲棒极了，照片好漂亮。



很久已经没有这样的感觉了，已经很久没有买正版了。。。。。。
那种从唱片架子拿下来时，握在手中的唱片，犹豫着因不因该买，怕不好听，怕不值得，怕买到有瑕疵的唱片，怕我在浪费着钱，或许应该卖翻版的感觉又回来了。。。。。
那种走到counter前要给钱的时候，握着五十块一张，知道将要剩两三块回来。。。。。。
回家后，冲个凉，泡杯咖啡，然后唱片一首一首的播，夜晚十二点，房里只开了一张桌灯，
只有他的声音，我的呼吸。。。。。。。

Recovering

Finally finised my orthopaedics posting, it's not difficult but it's definately hard going through it.

-n-

i've been lazy, i've been demanding, i've been waiting, i've been hoping, i've been disappointing, but i think it's time to keep that thoughts in a box n hid it in somewhere like Timbuktu......

-n-

i dont knw y, i knew n i understood, yet still repeating the mistakes
i knew d answer yet i still wanted to ask the question,
when i wanted something so dear to me, d more i want to keep it, d more i felt loosing it.

best way is to never to think about it :)

i felt better now......