Sunday, December 17, 2006

Gosh, what have i done this year

everything is pile up!
My "to do list"
My books on my table
My crazy thoughts
Hey, i dont have time to reveal what i've done this year b4 this year end.....!!

i think i need a windows infront of my desk, just like my small buddy - WPern, punya place,
a window tht can look at, at night, the road, without cars or
a window tht u get sprinkled from d rain, put ut hand out, feel the rain, breathe d scent of the after-rain.........

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Do u remember your dreams?

i always dreamt that i would sing n play d piano on stage at least once in my life with audience clapping n bla bla bla ...
but with only playing once in a while(when i m back home),
now i've lost touch
n fingers get stiffer
n always play d wrong notes
i cant even played a piece correct

how nice if i could played like her......

It's "Ordinary Miracle" by Sarah Mclachlan,
Miracles do happen, right?
ya, i might play in my dreams, ya so better sleep now

have a little Faith

I've fall in love again, this time is not Faye Wong but with Faith Yang.
it really takes long enough for me to start a new lover, though the 1st still the best....
gee 8 years.......
knew her since 1998......

I felt that She is simple but unique, fragile but powerful.
she give me a kind of attitude which i cant resist

i didnt know her but i knew her songs.......


may be i m searching for someone like her in my life..

Saturday, December 02, 2006

R u lost?

Sometimes when u r doing something for so long, u forgotten who u r...
forgotten the reasons why r u doing it, forgotten what had motivated ur along the process when u r doing it......u just simply lost.

This thought came to me recently n i was startled.
may be i m just bored or may be when someone was trying their limit, they just need sometime to pause n rest, (but not in peace la)so that they'll restart all over again, not knowing whether they'll reach windows safely, and not getting "hard disk failure" in the middle of the way......

Simple chat do make things better,luckily i got someone to chat to, thanks pp Disappointed sometime ago, where so-called good friend would not even lending an ear, ladies sometimes can be so insensitive, but anyway, i m over it alr......

One good news i have for myself was, i ve started to smile again, never wonder y, kids do stimulate my facial nerve, nearly finishing half of my Paediatric posting alr, hope i can safely swim thru while enjoying to play around with kids.

Nemo will be with me for sometime, hehe