Fort Minor - Where’d you go

Simple song, but sad...
The sorrow follows the beats

Scrat - No time for Nuts

it's our fellow friend from ice age again..

jus wanna tell something to someone else

tis is how i feel as d song sing, hope i can say it to u where ever u r

Home

At home finally,
cannot imagine the level of happiness when i reached my humble little shed,
journey back home seems short as Poh Lee was driving much of the time,
we both had our own mp3 player,
enjoying ur own favourites...

free from medicine for a while,
enable me to breathe oxygen rather thn gas released from my o&g book,
hope the hypoxia tht my mind had is reversible,

back to the place tht i m familiar
back to my room,
back to my chair,
back being a brother,a son,a nephew and a grandson.

it's raining tonight,
but i m backed to the umbrella that i once hold,
everything seems not so harsh anymore...

i wonder how'll my christmas be for tis year........

Obsession

Finally finished my O&G posting,
didnt really performed well actually,
but at least i passed.

Realised that i cannot performed well when i m tired,
but i m not only physically tired,
i m tired from inside out,

always have a sense of letting go,
but cannot find any reasonable reason to do so,
and i have to be responsible for my decision made 3.5 years ago.

Saw a movie yesterday, The Pristage,
excellent movie to me, cause i cant guess the ending
keep wondering how was the feeling of obsession
they are obsessed with magic
their live are magic
they die because of magic

Should i be obsessed with something....

gENETIC pOOL

tonight went to gynae ward
accidentally went to observe ERPOC
< ! - - ERPOC = evacuation of retain product of conception -->
i saw my friend "Samsung" doing the operation
opp! not my friend, a medical officer look alike
it's like what cantonese idiom said --> mould of a biscuits (Beng yan)

just notice tht our world got limited genetic pool
we may get repetition

i wonder where is the other me..

It's sunday alr

Sunday means alot of things to me..

b4 joing medical schools
- morning breakfast with family
- occasionally hiking with parents
- piano classes
- movie dvd and pc programme shopping in bj complex
- help up household chores (it's help up, NOT doing)

in medical school
- mondays is coming
- wasted my saturday
- where did my friday go?
- have to ensure i did my laundry for d week

--n--

A grey side of thought....
patient walk into hospital hoping for cure
walk out when cured (plz dont spoilt it by saying terminal illness or undiagnosed disease etc)

doctor walk into hospital hoping for less emergency case/normal case
walk out hospital knowing tomoro will be walking in again

if only i have the power to pause the world and let me have enough sleep
at least i dont have to hold my book with my eyes close
passive diffusion never seems to work........

Being mocked by mock exam

finished my mock exam,
two weeks to my final,
knew i m worried but too tired to think of that,

thought of going clubbing with someone..
thought of singing k with someone..
thought of spending time with someone..
thought of catching up with someone..
knew that it's not d time to think of those, but d thoughts keep on going repeating in my mind, even better than my differential diagnosis.....

gosh, so hell lot of things to finish......in time.....
now some more need to spend time with my chocolate case write up, opps... it's chocolate cyst case write up,how pathetic, i dont like chocolate anyway