A stranger that you recently meet,you think its would be great to be friend with him, but it would be odd to ask for a friendship...however
you still reach out and surprisingly the friendship starts...
yet, you don't have enough time to made the relationship solid as you are moving away for sum reason.
should I cling onto it and try to work it out as my instinct tell me to...
should I just let it go as he might eventually forgot about me...
Wednesday, June 01, 2016
Sunday, March 21, 2010
三月
06-03:带了女朋友，老同事，马来朋友到金马伦玩。小学在这里爱上了仙人掌，中学在这里捉昆虫，做生物project,大学在这里做朋友的导游，做工后第一次带爸妈和弟弟到这里度假，和她在这里开始。。。。。。一个陌生的地方可以变得如此的熟悉。。。。。
13-03:大学的朋友突然往生，是drown,突然，好突然。。。。。。我们的大佬，先走了，出席他的丧礼，很想安慰他的父母，都是老套那几句，却不知如何安慰自己。。。。。因缘。。。。
14-03:朋友结婚，婚宴就像一场戏，和心爱的人在一起，也要演一场红馆似的一等表演给亲戚朋友看。。。。。。
21-03:回家
三月，应该有怎样的感觉。。。。。。。
还有十天。。。。。
13-03:大学的朋友突然往生，是drown,突然，好突然。。。。。。我们的大佬，先走了，出席他的丧礼，很想安慰他的父母，都是老套那几句，却不知如何安慰自己。。。。。因缘。。。。
14-03:朋友结婚，婚宴就像一场戏，和心爱的人在一起，也要演一场红馆似的一等表演给亲戚朋友看。。。。。。
21-03:回家
三月，应该有怎样的感觉。。。。。。。
还有十天。。。。。
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
......
很想念有个朋友，
无论多忙，每天24个小时，都会在某个时候想到他，
少了他的影子，生活里真的都缺了一点，
毕竟这几年来，已成了我生活里的一部分。。。
每天期待，却害怕失望，
电话来了，却不知从哪里开始，太多的东西想讲，
最后还是选择了不讲，因为我会讲不完，也因为会有千万种理由他须盖电话。。。。。。
很好笑，我真的在意他忘了我的生日。。。
18/2/09 - 他可能很忙
19/2/09 - 他因该很忙
28/2/09 - 他可能忘了
10/3/09 - 他已经忘了
12/3/09 - 嗨，因该重复提醒我自己他很粗心大意;也证明他忘了我会很在意
有些东西不是有了女朋友可以代替的。。。。。。
电脑也很懂我心，playlist竟会shuffled 到-苏慧伦的[被动]
。。。。我可以很久不和你联络
。。。任日子一天天这麽过
。。让自己忙碌可以当作藉口
。逃避想念你的种种软弱
。。。。。我可以学会对你很冷漠。。。。。。。
无论多忙，每天24个小时，都会在某个时候想到他，
少了他的影子，生活里真的都缺了一点，
毕竟这几年来，已成了我生活里的一部分。。。
每天期待，却害怕失望，
电话来了，却不知从哪里开始，太多的东西想讲，
最后还是选择了不讲，因为我会讲不完，也因为会有千万种理由他须盖电话。。。。。。
很好笑，我真的在意他忘了我的生日。。。
18/2/09 - 他可能很忙
19/2/09 - 他因该很忙
28/2/09 - 他可能忘了
10/3/09 - 他已经忘了
12/3/09 - 嗨，因该重复提醒我自己他很粗心大意;也证明他忘了我会很在意
有些东西不是有了女朋友可以代替的。。。。。。
电脑也很懂我心，playlist竟会shuffled 到-苏慧伦的[被动]
。。。。我可以很久不和你联络
。。。任日子一天天这麽过
。。让自己忙碌可以当作藉口
。逃避想念你的种种软弱
。。。。。我可以学会对你很冷漠。。。。。。。
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Surgical Posting
now in my second posting...surgical
already been informed by my kawan-kawan
O&G posting is like hell n surgical posting is a place worst then that...
firstly, Here we do TDS round (3 time rounds per day)
each one including houseman round, followed by Medical officer round, thn registrar thn surgeon...
basically 3 x 4 = 12 rounds...
The plans r always additive, never subtractive....
Secondly, It's infected with STAT virus (though i m a person who want things to be settle fast, yet.......)
FBC stat, BUSE stat, tract investigation stat, send booking slip stat, send gxm stat,
STAT...STAT...STAT....
(FOR UR INFORMATION, STAT means immediately without any delay, it's few ranking higher then ASAP, it's --> as fast don't care how - ASDCH)
3rdly,houseman r like Paramecium in the ecosystem......
we do d PPK work, we do d nurses work n also d houseman work......
Yet we only get housaman pay...
PPK work like snail, depend them in the fulminat STAT virus world, patient will die n follwed by us...
Nurses, minimally are competent... it's usually "bukan saya punya cubical", "tak tahulah","saya tak ambil","semalam shift punya orang","mereka tak pass over lah","ye ke?"
4th. we dont really manage patient, we carried out plans.....
dextrose stick high ---> KIV to start s/c insulin
BP high ---> KIV to start antihypertensive
Fever with creps on d right lung --> KIV to start antibiotic after blood C&S, KIV chest X-RAY
it's another bug---> KIV bacilli
but at least i get to learn chest tube insertion, long lines, I&D
Hopefully can do appendicectomy la....
Just started my posting, this is how i felt, it might change at d end of the day,
it's a very "careful" posting and yet
i still like surgery =>
already been informed by my kawan-kawan
O&G posting is like hell n surgical posting is a place worst then that...
firstly, Here we do TDS round (3 time rounds per day)
each one including houseman round, followed by Medical officer round, thn registrar thn surgeon...
basically 3 x 4 = 12 rounds...
The plans r always additive, never subtractive....
Secondly, It's infected with STAT virus (though i m a person who want things to be settle fast, yet.......)
FBC stat, BUSE stat, tract investigation stat, send booking slip stat, send gxm stat,
STAT...STAT...STAT....
(FOR UR INFORMATION, STAT means immediately without any delay, it's few ranking higher then ASAP, it's --> as fast don't care how - ASDCH)
3rdly,houseman r like Paramecium in the ecosystem......
we do d PPK work, we do d nurses work n also d houseman work......
Yet we only get housaman pay...
PPK work like snail, depend them in the fulminat STAT virus world, patient will die n follwed by us...
Nurses, minimally are competent... it's usually "bukan saya punya cubical", "tak tahulah","saya tak ambil","semalam shift punya orang","mereka tak pass over lah","ye ke?"
4th. we dont really manage patient, we carried out plans.....
dextrose stick high ---> KIV to start s/c insulin
BP high ---> KIV to start antihypertensive
Fever with creps on d right lung --> KIV to start antibiotic after blood C&S, KIV chest X-RAY
it's another bug---> KIV bacilli
but at least i get to learn chest tube insertion, long lines, I&D
Hopefully can do appendicectomy la....
Just started my posting, this is how i felt, it might change at d end of the day,
it's a very "careful" posting and yet
i still like surgery =>
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Nephro
Finished my medical posting d lo....
spending my last 1.5 weeks in nephro posting...
IJC stiches, guide wire exchange, blood C&S from infected IJC patient (blue, red lumen, peripheral), learn how to bungkus d IJC, Fem cathether nicely, did my stab peritoneal dialysis....it's a posting full of procedure.....fun, fun, fun...
HD, STAB PD, CAPD, IPD, APD--> glad at least i knew what r they...
Renal dosing-->cant remember d dosing at all, but it's a must for renal pt
long term renal replacement plan--> ha... at least i know something...
will be missing ya -- medical(my kawan-kawan, MOs n specialist, and especially d wednesday n friday breakfast)
here i come -- surgical
spending my last 1.5 weeks in nephro posting...
IJC stiches, guide wire exchange, blood C&S from infected IJC patient (blue, red lumen, peripheral), learn how to bungkus d IJC, Fem cathether nicely, did my stab peritoneal dialysis....it's a posting full of procedure.....fun, fun, fun...
HD, STAB PD, CAPD, IPD, APD--> glad at least i knew what r they...
Renal dosing-->cant remember d dosing at all, but it's a must for renal pt
long term renal replacement plan--> ha... at least i know something...
will be missing ya -- medical(my kawan-kawan, MOs n specialist, and especially d wednesday n friday breakfast)
here i come -- surgical
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Haemato -> Blood -> FBC -> Hb/TWBC/Plt
1st day in Hemato ward
I saw chicken CHOP & also FISH & chip (short forms here n there, chemo med which i dunno how to pronounce when i see at a glance)
MO Lim... - y they do this to u, u 1st poster, got reason not to go in
MO Sw...- dont worry, 2 weeks onli right, very fast, will go through one
D stress level is d same as when i jus get in medical
new style to suit d MO, n also the specialist
She is like d old english teacher in convent girl school who speaks proper english, who asked the shool girls to sit square n straight n knock their finger with rulers if they dont.......
I m curious about hemato,
i like some changes here n there
but i miss 7a alr
I saw chicken CHOP & also FISH & chip (short forms here n there, chemo med which i dunno how to pronounce when i see at a glance)
MO Lim... - y they do this to u, u 1st poster, got reason not to go in
MO Sw...- dont worry, 2 weeks onli right, very fast, will go through one
D stress level is d same as when i jus get in medical
new style to suit d MO, n also the specialist
She is like d old english teacher in convent girl school who speaks proper english, who asked the shool girls to sit square n straight n knock their finger with rulers if they dont.......
I m curious about hemato,
i like some changes here n there
but i miss 7a alr
Sunday, November 16, 2008
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