Peads text book

Bought d book from far far away punya UM koparasi, luckily Looi accompanied me, happy happy cause i now had my own book to read!!

The next day, stupid bookshop Kamal said the book had arrived.
Hmm, world are soooo unpredictable..

Haiya, i always hesitate too much!!

Haiya, i always hesitate too much!!
Now no Textbook in Kamal Book store
The Tauke always say that the book will be arriving next weeks,
by next weeks, he will repeat the same sentence,

need to wait until cows come home meh~

Tomoro i think i will be going to Koperasi UM to buy my Paeds textbook

Paeds

..........I m in paediatric posting now!.......................
...............I m in paediatric posting now!..................
....................I m in paediatric posting now!.............

great story i read from my mail..

Is Hell exothermic or endothermic ?

The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University
of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so
"profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the
Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of
enjoying it as well.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic
(absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law
(gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some
variant.
One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we
need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate
at which they are leaving.
I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it
will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different
religions that exist in the world today.
Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their
religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these
religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we
can project that all souls go to Hell.
With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of
souls in Hell to increase exponentially.
Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because
Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in
Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand
proportionately as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which
souls
enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase
until all Hell breaks loose.
2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls
in
Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes
over.
So which is it?
If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman
year that, "It will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you",
and take into account the fact that I slept with her last night, then
number 2 must be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and
has already frozen over.
The corollary of this theory is that---since Hell has frozen over, it
follows that it is not accepting any more souls and is therefore,
extinct...leaving only Heaven thereby proving the existence of a
divine being which explains why, last night, Teresa kept shouting "Oh
my God."

THIS STUDENT RECEIVED THE ONLY "A".

How far money means to u?

I know it's lame subject, but i got hit on the head by my best friend..

How much would u help ur best friend, when she is in need of money, and asked you to lend her the money, with a criteria of she cannot tell u d reason for the money......

is it a subject of friendship and money?

i was shocked and worried

i told her i need a reason for d money...

oh gosh, oh gosh..!!?~?!@

it's a friendship and prinsiple issue to me......

i hope she understand..........
i hope wasnt disappointed........
thn she told me she was kidding with me......

tis was the worst conversation i had with her.......

Fort Minor - Where’d you go

Simple song, but sad...
The sorrow follows the beats

Scrat - No time for Nuts

it's our fellow friend from ice age again..

jus wanna tell something to someone else

tis is how i feel as d song sing, hope i can say it to u where ever u r

Home

At home finally,
cannot imagine the level of happiness when i reached my humble little shed,
journey back home seems short as Poh Lee was driving much of the time,
we both had our own mp3 player,
enjoying ur own favourites...

free from medicine for a while,
enable me to breathe oxygen rather thn gas released from my o&g book,
hope the hypoxia tht my mind had is reversible,

back to the place tht i m familiar
back to my room,
back to my chair,
back being a brother,a son,a nephew and a grandson.

it's raining tonight,
but i m backed to the umbrella that i once hold,
everything seems not so harsh anymore...

i wonder how'll my christmas be for tis year........

Obsession

Finally finished my O&G posting,
didnt really performed well actually,
but at least i passed.

Realised that i cannot performed well when i m tired,
but i m not only physically tired,
i m tired from inside out,

always have a sense of letting go,
but cannot find any reasonable reason to do so,
and i have to be responsible for my decision made 3.5 years ago.

Saw a movie yesterday, The Pristage,
excellent movie to me, cause i cant guess the ending
keep wondering how was the feeling of obsession
they are obsessed with magic
their live are magic
they die because of magic

Should i be obsessed with something....

gENETIC pOOL

tonight went to gynae ward
accidentally went to observe ERPOC
< ! - - ERPOC = evacuation of retain product of conception -->
i saw my friend "Samsung" doing the operation
opp! not my friend, a medical officer look alike
it's like what cantonese idiom said --> mould of a biscuits (Beng yan)

just notice tht our world got limited genetic pool
we may get repetition

i wonder where is the other me..

It's sunday alr

Sunday means alot of things to me..

b4 joing medical schools
- morning breakfast with family
- occasionally hiking with parents
- piano classes
- movie dvd and pc programme shopping in bj complex
- help up household chores (it's help up, NOT doing)

in medical school
- mondays is coming
- wasted my saturday
- where did my friday go?
- have to ensure i did my laundry for d week

--n--

A grey side of thought....
patient walk into hospital hoping for cure
walk out when cured (plz dont spoilt it by saying terminal illness or undiagnosed disease etc)

doctor walk into hospital hoping for less emergency case/normal case
walk out hospital knowing tomoro will be walking in again

if only i have the power to pause the world and let me have enough sleep
at least i dont have to hold my book with my eyes close
passive diffusion never seems to work........

Being mocked by mock exam

finished my mock exam,
two weeks to my final,
knew i m worried but too tired to think of that,

thought of going clubbing with someone..
thought of singing k with someone..
thought of spending time with someone..
thought of catching up with someone..
knew that it's not d time to think of those, but d thoughts keep on going repeating in my mind, even better than my differential diagnosis.....

gosh, so hell lot of things to finish......in time.....
now some more need to spend time with my chocolate case write up, opps... it's chocolate cyst case write up,how pathetic, i dont like chocolate anyway

jUsT nOtHiNg

--发现--原來我也是双栖动物....

Lunch Hour

3rd day in klinik kesihatan shah alam, i m bored to death.
it's not like i cant learn anything in there, just that it's so primary care (cough, cold, fever, body ache, tired, red eye, cough cold fever, and suspected dengue). i even notice what color is the drinking bottle of the doctor and how often they drink the water, ok i m too much on that.
So i m now here at one of cyber cafe in Shah Alam, during the lunch hour, writing my blog, listening to my radioblog, and checking my mail. How desperate and pathetic it can be. i miss general medicine and my surgery or what ever my friends are doing in the other posting like peads or what eva. Ghee, i got one hour more to start following the clinic and 4 hour more to go home, 5 hour more to reach home and 18 hour more to repeat the whole process.

i need motivations, i need goals and i need to get pampered.
i want be like a small kiddo, who get ask whether how is my day like,
at least once in a while
now
.......

Bye bye Kajang...For a while

Finised my Kajang private GP posting this week.
My tutor reminded me alot,
on
how forgetfull i m in my studies,
how unsteady my basics r,
how poor is my conversation skills (i perform best by nodding and smilling )
how pathetic a dr's life is
how strong can office/XX politics' influence our hope and vision
now all sorts of animal float across my mind
dog eat dog world,
kambing biri-biri,
duck - our population are full of quack
chicken where u fulfill ur task and get killed for birdflu

on the other hand, i saw how an enthusiatic dr can make a difference in eveything

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Suddenly i m so tired of everything.
Tired of travelling everyday
Tired of sleeping in my floppy bed
Tired of hoping
Tired of being tired

seek motivation that can keep me moving forward in this hour of life
may be i m just overwhelmed
luckily there still some good news to keep me breathing

Holidays

When u dont aspect much from something, u can really get the most out of the least expectation.
Have a super cool great chat with my best friend some days ago.

She told me tht my weakest point is the strongest ability.
Keep to think of tht, ya only best friend will know tht.

She ask me for help to take her friend around in penang
it started as a friendly favour n ended up with another new spark friendship
(where on earth tht still got species tht love the songs tht i like)

i gave her a hand-made simple belated birthday present
she return me with a overwheling complement

Best friend r those who makes u feel good about urself
thanks for being tht way
n u r truely wonderful :-P

It's starting again

Hey where is the gun powder, war starts tomoro

<-- entd-of-shemster-bread delusion -->

Boring, i think not really

insecurity is building up,
insanity is watching me,

should i start a new season or stick with old n write the last chapter?
Yes, i should.
And it doesnt make any sense.