Lunch Hour

3rd day in klinik kesihatan shah alam, i m bored to death.
it's not like i cant learn anything in there, just that it's so primary care (cough, cold, fever, body ache, tired, red eye, cough cold fever, and suspected dengue). i even notice what color is the drinking bottle of the doctor and how often they drink the water, ok i m too much on that.
So i m now here at one of cyber cafe in Shah Alam, during the lunch hour, writing my blog, listening to my radioblog, and checking my mail. How desperate and pathetic it can be. i miss general medicine and my surgery or what ever my friends are doing in the other posting like peads or what eva. Ghee, i got one hour more to start following the clinic and 4 hour more to go home, 5 hour more to reach home and 18 hour more to repeat the whole process.

i need motivations, i need goals and i need to get pampered.
i want be like a small kiddo, who get ask whether how is my day like,
at least once in a while
now
.......

Bye bye Kajang...For a while

Finised my Kajang private GP posting this week.
My tutor reminded me alot,
on
how forgetfull i m in my studies,
how unsteady my basics r,
how poor is my conversation skills (i perform best by nodding and smilling )
how pathetic a dr's life is
how strong can office/XX politics' influence our hope and vision
now all sorts of animal float across my mind
dog eat dog world,
kambing biri-biri,
duck - our population are full of quack
chicken where u fulfill ur task and get killed for birdflu

on the other hand, i saw how an enthusiatic dr can make a difference in eveything

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Suddenly i m so tired of everything.
Tired of travelling everyday
Tired of sleeping in my floppy bed
Tired of hoping
Tired of being tired

seek motivation that can keep me moving forward in this hour of life
may be i m just overwhelmed
luckily there still some good news to keep me breathing

Holidays

When u dont aspect much from something, u can really get the most out of the least expectation.
Have a super cool great chat with my best friend some days ago.

She told me tht my weakest point is the strongest ability.
Keep to think of tht, ya only best friend will know tht.

She ask me for help to take her friend around in penang
it started as a friendly favour n ended up with another new spark friendship
(where on earth tht still got species tht love the songs tht i like)

i gave her a hand-made simple belated birthday present
she return me with a overwheling complement

Best friend r those who makes u feel good about urself
thanks for being tht way
n u r truely wonderful :-P

It's starting again

Hey where is the gun powder, war starts tomoro

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